Darlin & Us

                  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

             

 

     

     

 

      考试前一晚梦到自己考到70分，这意味着什么...

      第二天真的十分不顺利，历经了12个小时的折磨，赶快回到家，就当给自己放个小黄金周吧，这个星期实在不想回学校

      anyway

      但我依然十分想念书童，怀念那段悲情而快乐的日子，还有鸡蛋果...

 

      忙忙碌碌很充实，但是没有激情又能做什么

      终于能理解到释迦穆尼出家时的心理了，是因看得多了，经历的多了，什么都尝试了，早早已超出了别人的接收范围

      才能把一切看得很淡，最后到达一个他认为的最高，最理想的境界：让生命永生，让他爱的人没有痛苦。

      但是对于我们，似乎还有很多很多新鲜的东西在招手，毕竟现实生活中的诱惑是极大的，

      我们没有也不能有释迦穆尼那超人的思绪。

      可能到死的那一瞬间还在叹息可惜。牵挂不断，所以活着的人才会高声呼喊：活着真好！

      其实，到了一定程度上，人的欲望也就没有这么多，这么大了。而开始追求渴望的最初衷的东西。

      但是那些东西往往又是可望而不可及的。

      所以只能把它当成最美好的憧憬放在心底。

      不甘于这种状态，时间时间...

 

 

      现在的男人有思想的不多，会写东西的也不多，会写诗的更是罕见。身边某一女人有幸收到爱慕者送的小长诗

      深度暂且可以忽略，但意思表达十分明确，可见用心良苦，诗...真的是浪漫的工具。

      “有幸”:)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

          Insomnia

 

            Deep in the bosom of the gentle night
              Is when I search for the light
             Pick up my pen and start to write
    I struggle, I fight dark forces in the clear moonlight
                           Without fear
                           Insomnia
                    I can't get no sleep
                       I used to worry
           Thought I was going mad in a hurry
     Getting stressed, making excess mess in darkness
       No electricity, something's all over me, greasy
                  Insomnia please release me
And let me dream of making mad love to my girl on the heath
               Tearing off tights with my teeth
               But there's no release, no peace
                I toss and turn without cease
       Like a curse, open my eyes and rise like yeast

At least a couple of weeks since I last slept, kept taking sleepers
                     But now I keep myself pepped
                         Deeper still, that night
                    I write by candlelight, I find insight
            Fundamental movement, huh, so when it's black
                  This insomniac, take an original tack
                       Keep the beast in my nature
                          Under ceaseless attack
                              I gets no sleep
                           I can't get no sleep

                           I can't get no sleep
                           I can't get no sleep
                I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep
                I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep